I haven’t been there so.I have no idea, but you certainly sound like you hate the current state of affairs.
My advice: try to find the root cause of your slack-off mentality and adress it. If you figure out that you need to place yourself beyond a point of no return in order to get going, do it.
This however could potentially all happen while still staying at google. The mind is a powerful thing and just a change in perspective can change a lot in your life.
I always enjoyed building things — but they have to have some sort of meaning to me. Do the things you build have any meaning to you? If not, which things would?
My advice: try to find the root cause of your slack-off mentality and adress it. If you figure out that you need to place yourself beyond a point of no return in order to get going, do it.
This however could potentially all happen while still staying at google. The mind is a powerful thing and just a change in perspective can change a lot in your life.
I always enjoyed building things — but they have to have some sort of meaning to me. Do the things you build have any meaning to you? If not, which things would?